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Name: Aura
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 5/14/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: give me something crazy to do, and i'll do it
Expertise: daydream -___- woOoOo ahhHh
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
3/22/2002
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| I've been writing in xanga since the beginning of my freshman year...it would be great if i can gather all the entries and just keep a book of it. It's basically my teenage thoughts in there. Sad to find that a lot of it deals with my chores and worry about school and grades -__-' Oh wow what I have changed in some ways. Talking about changes...I just asked my friend the other day if I've changed after I went to college, and what disappointed me was that she said, "you seem more sad."
And now, it got me thinking...it does seem that I am more sad. Or at least less random at times. What I'm scare the most this summer is that, I might have lost my childhood innocence... Kids use to like me..and now it seems like they annoy me cause they don't listen and try to rebel me. Maybe I had to become the "responsible one" since the other kids played with them. I'm really hoping i'm not losing my innocent pure self that I love so much... But at the same time, I think because of that, I am naive. Naive to the world and are culturally illiterate.
Did I lose my curiousity?
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| wow..it's been awhile since I updated in xanga. Maybe I should start again, I have been troubled lately in expressing myself. These six year old kids are driving me insane with their bossy-ness. Yes, I'm being bossed around by a six year boy. So sad...and yet I love him to death because he is so cute and caring. But the camp is really driving me crazy, I wasn't harsh enough to them the first week and now the kids don't listen to us.
Other than that...school starts for me in less than one month, can't believe summer is already almost over. I'm sorta excited and nervous at the same time. Excited to start RA training...but terrified about my residents. I'm scare they'll take advantage of me..probably would. I need to stand up for myself more. Someone teach me how >_< I'm terrible at it. I just swallow in things and let it go, or I think...ohh it's probably my fault. You know..that's number one sign of leading to depression -_-' Gotta stop.
Anyways i'm done blabbering. Have fun with the rest of your night =) Becareful in the heat, drink LOTS of water!
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| Haven't updated for awhile, thought I should =) So...over my first year
of a freshman I learned A LOT of things. I think I learned the least
academically, sadly to say. Cause for me, I forget a lot of things...
-_-' and it's not always the best thing. Well actually academically has
opened up my views alot, especially for English, where they make you
think till your head explodes!
But life's been goood =) Trying out some new things such as dating =)
shhh nobody tell my parents! (they'll know eventually by me) And
knowing that some of the college kids here ruin our image as "college
kids" who party and drinks. Puke all over the lounge floors..nasty man!
really nasty!!!!
Anyways, i'm glad I've been part of the Leadership House, because it
gave me opportunity to experience a lot of thigns that I would not have
been able to do. For example....
If I didn't join LH, I would not have meet Fleck, my WONDERFUL RA, and
I wouldn't have applied to be a RA (although i'm waitlisted -_-)
If I didn't join LH, I would not have meet TOM, who Khang came to visit, and I wouldn't be dating Khang right now
If I didn't join LH, I would not have meet Carly, and found out how great of a roommate she is!
If I didn't join LH, I would not have found out the opportunities for
Leadership, and I would not be a UB 101 Peer Mentor or a (waiting on)
UB STAR
If I didn't join LH, I would not the ability to bring people together
to go to community services with me, and having the opportunity to set
them up ^^
If I didn't join LH, I would not be able to have gone to Big Brother Big Sister, Penny War, Habitat for Humanity, Six Flags
So thanks LH for all the great and bad experiences I had throughout the
year =) I def recommend to people who are applying to UB!
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| since i haven't updated for so long...thought I should update about my life for a bit..hrm
What should I say? Here, I'll just have khang type it ^___^
First semester has been great, learned a lot at UB, like snowboarding,
dean's list =D!!!!! lol the best part is not telling your parents that
you're on it, but them finding it out in the mail.
lol and lots more that's for me to know and you to find out. puahhahahaa >=)
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| I love my sisters, they are my role models ^_^
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